rar.
as much as i dowan to face the reality that i should probably tune back to study mood,
everything is forcing me to; hrm e-test to be completed by fri 2350, my unmet target reading for this week, marketing lesson tml morn&the cancellations of the programs ive lined up for today n fri. ):
BOO!
i still wana gamble; be it rami, blackjack or mj! tsk. cos last nite's luck wasnt that bad after a hilarious car spin with my cousins. cos liling wanted to go batok mrt, so the few of us piled into melvin's car and sent her there, but i led them the longggg way back and the wongs were arguing abt SLRs yet again, among other stuff we were talking abt in the car. lol. anw, cousins' outing for both dad n mom's side shld be pretty fun, but only if it materialise. pff.

anw 3days2nights at pontian was alrights.. but pretty degenerating on the brain. jus had kids running around the whole day, and nights filled with rami/blackjacks. but the fireworks on chu xi night was awesome man. shall wait for flo's pics. haha. oh, and the lame jokes by jieliang during reunion dinner was lol too. :D

and this yr's cny is so zzz; chu 3 alrdy is normal working day. SIM skive; no lessons for everyone today. but poor army boys (except yb) needa book in last nite. tsktsk. how sad. it shall by my bro's turn nxt yr. aw.
BUT, at least, theres popiah party at ah mm's hse tis sunday to look forward to.

my first post in the new year would be just before the new yr in the lunar calendar =.= anw, g love cny cos practically everyone's in the celebratory mood. unlike xmas where only the christians or the young ppl are celebrating. ahaaa.

had a fun time having 团圆饭 with the clique! :DD
food was much served much faster, more together, and the 8 of us are all more 'filled' stomach-wise. haha. the walk in chinatown was hot, squeezy, not so much atmosphere cos there were no cny songs blasting in our ears. althou my first time there, but my impression of that place nearing cny isnt like this man.

but anw! we still had fun. haha. the guys were mimicking all the salespersons lelong-methods. wad mua chee 试吃，and 一块 一块 来我跟你为什么是一块。like lol pfff. and we all got a 冰棒 to get into the mood. ahhaha. i wanted my 'orleng' one, but not frozen enough and got a pink cherry one tsk. took wonderbus baq and so qiao saw gf n xiaoming, spotted by fion's 千里眼. haha.

before chinatown was in town watching the wedding game. alrights la. some scenes are quite sick. and its pretty typical. oh well.

alrights, guess i should do a post to summarise 2008. althou i didnt really like it. because theres changes. g hates changes. but its changes that make people grow. thats y i dowan to grow up. i dowan to be 21. PFFF!

you
naive would be the word to use on me. althou you gave me no reason to tink otherwise, but the many things that remind me of you still goes to show the impact you have in my life. guess i could get over you so easily is because, you've never did let me think otherwise about you. you made your impact without the promise / implication that you would go any further from friendship. you were just being yourself. the stupid self that didnt noe that you touched everyone's life whereever you go. the stupid self who didnt noe you are a-grade bf material. the stupid self who is so... you and so real. you're still everything i've ever wanted in a boyfriend. but i would change nothing if time were to rewind. i still want to meet you in my next life. (:

school
the shift from ngeeann to sim is just.. a bus stop. but really, i miss the stupid/stress/fun/irritating times we had in ngeeann. i miss doing projs with clone n lookalike. i miss walking into canteen1 and see familiar faces all around. now everyone's leading their own lives. rewind one year ago and spot the difference. ):

friends
the clique really means alot to me. althou i've never shown/said it, but sometimes their nonsense really cheer me up without them knowing. i shall try to be less irritating & tame my temper! (:

the 2/4 gang has been meeting more than the only usual yearly meet-up during cny. with meetups for seb's bday, xmas and those random outings to westcoastplaza & singing. yay. funny that no matter how many years we've been apart, leading our own lives, talking&laughing about the memories/craps of the past always makes me happy. (: (even if im their targetboard =.= )

and im also grateful for gf & bud. (: gf for being there for everything, long phone chats, random outings, errands you ran for me and the many things that neednt be listed here. &bud for always being crazy and frank. my ears are for always oopppennn! (:

the only sadness: a 1year old can count how many times retards met this year, with a single hand. )':

family
the passing on of my grandpa made me realise wad a huge family we have. but one that seldom gather all together except for chinese new years. ): and our 5th-saturdays ice-cream meetup like no more alrdy! ): ow. on the home front, silence is deafening & i know i should give thanks for what i have, but its hard. :X im trying.

alrights!
as for resolutions, ive achieved 2 of my 08 resolutions: getting my license & getting a good grade for my last sem in ngeeann! (:
for 09, i shall resolute to be open-ended, ... to give thanks,of course, good grades! &.. stop looking backwards.

alrights, there isnt anything else i wana say here.
jus hope tonight would be fun! (:

g had a blast ! :D - at least a decent xmas!

wednesday
evening was buffet dinner with flo&family at garden hotel. food was alrightsss, didnt really eat much anyway. was busy keeping my dress looking proper & walking properly in high heels. &also wondering how the turnout would be for the post dinner program with the clique. but still had fun taking pictures at the lobby after dinner. just like old times. but during old times we were at jb's hyatt, this time at spore's garden hotel. sadded. haha.

after dinner program was at decoders cafe. the suprise came when fion called and say she xia dao. i tot wad ghost or rat she see on the way to decoders. in the end, is my dear clone is driving ! and he ask her wait for him at my hse here. lol. anw, he got lost at admiralty. cant say im surprised. :D ha! but ya, the fact that hes driving improved my mood by leaps and bounds. HA! but poor bro got lost at bukit timah and ended up near lavender. lucky he got it right in the end. but the games we played that nite was boring. prob cos too little ppl cant play noisy games oso. pfff. by 12plus, was really sleepy till the point of dazed.


so left decoders at 1plus and went for my first car ride driven by clone. piang, i see him drive also stress. anw we made it outta balmoral's spiral carpark safely but upkerb-ed while turning out to the main road. =.= ook. can tell he's stress. and so we had a longer-than-usual ride home because of the safe speed he was driving. haaa. but its ook la. good job clone! :D

thursday
woke dear gf up at 2plus and in the end left home at like 4plus. when ohl even asked us to go earlier so we can maybe win free bbq dinner on the mahjong table. LOL. in the end we both reached like 5plus la. pff. mahjong-ed a little and from the point seb say wana take photo and whipped out his dslr, my hands were on the cam till.. 12plus. ahahhaa.. and so 5+/6hrs of clicking = 400plus pics + a very sour right hand + ohl's mother asking yuanshu: "gladys taking photography issit?" hahahha. in the end i didnt even eat much. but drank quite alot = a pretty groggy me at abt 11plus. slacked and watch little nyonya, crapped, took smore photos, laughed & took never-satisfactory photos with the drunk yuanshu (AHAHHA), took a walk outside with the farting bel n wc (PFFF!), patronised zijing's satay & beef shank bbq store (LOL!) &left ohl's place at 2plus. cos there was no fun after seb left w the slr. hahaaaa, no la. was pretty tired and sticky alrdy. :D

no pics cos my sharing folders not working & it would take like a whole day to receive that 1.5gb worth of photos frm seb&obviously bel haven uploaded the few pics in her cam&&i haven see pics from manda's cam on FB too. in short, had a blast. shall be meeting the same gang a month later! &probably meet w the girls for cny shopping&LN in between, since manda is baq! (:

friday
isetan private sale with bel. was damn turned off by the crowddddd. like pfff! no auntie spirit in me to go squeeze with them. so came out empty handed. shopping mood was pretty much killed till gf got pretty fed up & said: "eh nxt time you got shopping mood then call me shop la" hahah. i bought a dress in that shop she said that sentence. hahaha! anw went over to vivo to find cockroach's present. my legs almost broke. serious.

saturday&sunday
pontian w familyy... chendol: check. wanton mee: NOT checked. ):

alrights.. done!
& i realise i have 2 papers on 7th may!! thats like.. sickkkk!!! zzz. ok, but im grateful its not hrm & another paper. & that hrm is the last paper. phewwww. &i should really get my hrm readings done!!! rarrr.

&the top of my wish list for my 21st bday(atm) : sony/canon/nikon DSLR :))))))